Have you ever had that feeling? Have ever had the feeling that you are searching for something? What a stupid question :)), of course you did. Everybody is searching for something, not everyone knows what it is, or how it should feel when you find it, but for sure everybody is searching...
I for one, I believe that finally I realize that the thing I'm searching for does not exist, or at least not for me..I consider myself the kind of person with a strong will, a strong believe, and with a big big hope in my heart. But seeing that every single time, when I believe I found the thing I want the most, I'm being put back in this black hole, where the light cannot reach, I'm starting to wonder: " does it really exist? the thing I've been meant to find, is it really there? somewhere?"
The principle I strongly recommended to so many people, sounds like this: "do not lose hope, do not give up, keep on going,..the things you meant to do, you will do, the people you meant to meet you will meet...Do not lose trust, is the only thing that can make people connect, and connection is the thing that keep us together. Do not give up smiling, is the most beautiful thing you can give to the others, and to yourself. Do not give up believing in the good of this world, do not stop making the things you like, because the day you will, you also will die inside, it will be the saddest day in your life. Do not stop loving, is the most beautiful feeling you can have, and only one that can make you feel alive, actually you were born to love, and make the people around happy.."
A lot of people, close friends, or just people I use to hang out with, think that they know me, and really good..sometimes I wonder if they really do..I talk a lot, I like to communicate, but how many times people listens to me? how many of the ones they do listen, really understand me? and from those who understands me, how many of them feels me? Feeling one another is not a east thing, but is the most important one..That's why I'm asking myself: " the thing I'm searching for, does it really exist?"
I for one, I believe that finally I realize that the thing I'm searching for does not exist, or at least not for me..I consider myself the kind of person with a strong will, a strong believe, and with a big big hope in my heart. But seeing that every single time, when I believe I found the thing I want the most, I'm being put back in this black hole, where the light cannot reach, I'm starting to wonder: " does it really exist? the thing I've been meant to find, is it really there? somewhere?"
The principle I strongly recommended to so many people, sounds like this: "do not lose hope, do not give up, keep on going,..the things you meant to do, you will do, the people you meant to meet you will meet...Do not lose trust, is the only thing that can make people connect, and connection is the thing that keep us together. Do not give up smiling, is the most beautiful thing you can give to the others, and to yourself. Do not give up believing in the good of this world, do not stop making the things you like, because the day you will, you also will die inside, it will be the saddest day in your life. Do not stop loving, is the most beautiful feeling you can have, and only one that can make you feel alive, actually you were born to love, and make the people around happy.."
A lot of people, close friends, or just people I use to hang out with, think that they know me, and really good..sometimes I wonder if they really do..I talk a lot, I like to communicate, but how many times people listens to me? how many of the ones they do listen, really understand me? and from those who understands me, how many of them feels me? Feeling one another is not a east thing, but is the most important one..That's why I'm asking myself: " the thing I'm searching for, does it really exist?"
It has to be somewhere...I just know it...like you said ...keep your faith...maybe you do not know exactlly if it exist because you can't define what are you looking for yet...but when you will know for sure...when you will be able to write down "I am searching THIS" you will know that you are very close to get it...It is just my humble opinion :)...I wish I could be a stronger one and fight for my dreams and desires but there is always something/someone that just breaks them....I know what I am searching for...interior peace...but it is so damn hard to reach it...
RăspundețiȘtergere"Inner peace" like in one movie I saw, you can obtain it when you will have no more regrets, will accept your destiny..Maybe you are right, maybe now I do not know what I truly want, or need..Maybe someday, when I will less expect, maybe I will find out..
RăspundețiȘtergereThank you!