Different kind of feelings...

   Weird things happens all the time, but when they are happening one after another, the situation can become really confusing. In the last two weeks, although i haven't had a busy schedule, i can say that many hings happened, and i cannot stop wondering what are their purpose?
   I believe that every little thing that happens in your life, every person that you meet is not a coincidence, everything and everyone has a purpose, bigger or smaller, but still a purpose in your life. The small things that happened this week for me, were begining to mess up with my head: they were producing strange thoughts, doubts, maybe one regret that i have right now, and all of these lead to confusion, in a moment that i have to 100% sure of what i must do. So, a few minutes ago, something happened, someone happened, and after the small conversation that i had with him, i realized that everything else that happened this week, was all about feelings, past feelings, present and future ones. And now I know, now I know exactly what everything meant,..
    The first person that looked for me, didn't give me emotions because i still had something, but because of all the pain he caused me, it wasn't nostalgia, it was sadness, and it troubled me because maybe i still have some wounds that are not healed,..
   But the person that i have just talked to, made me feel good, gave hope and faith, even though he didn't say much, i felt him that he was with me, in every decision that i make, and that maybe he has more faith in me than i do, although he doesn't know me that well, we just didn't had the time..Different kind of feelings that people can give you..but this is good, because that's how we realized what we have, what we want, and more importantly what we feel, what is important to us: looking in the past? or looking towards the future?
   He said that we will meet again, eventough for that we will have to wait almost 2 years. Well, i prefer to meet someone from an instable future, then to meet with the person that i know in the past..I prefer to have hope and faith that..nothing is a coincidence...

Innamoratevi..Indragostiti-va...Fall in love!!

     This video that i've seen so early in the morning, gave me the impulse of life! not love, like it should have, but life! The passion from his voice, his gestures, his whole body was feeling the love for poetry, and with poetry, for love itself..
      We all are humans, with feelings and expectations, with emotions and impulses, we all make mistakes, and we all get hurt, but the beauty of it all is exactly this: in all we do, all of our experiences, we feel!!! What we feel, and the fact that we allow ourselfs to feel, makes life beautiful and worth living, without those we are nothing. "Fall in love, because without love everything is dead"...And he is right, absolutely right, and i know this because in the last few months, i was running, maybe i am still running from the chances of falling in love with someone, because its easier, and safer for my heart, in other words i was beeing a coward. :)), funny though, i never thought that i could ever be one,. maybe sometimes we become somebody that we don't like, without even knowing...
       Anyway, hope that you like the video, and sorry that's in Italian, i couldn't find one with subtitles..still the passion form his body, will give you all that you need to understand, that fallin in love, and to love is the most important gift that we have, and we should do that without fear..